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[sebastienne]

"Stop the Oxford Animal Lab!"

I feel like I'm being pulled in a million directions at once.

"if you're still ill when it comes to exam time, taking a year out is always an option."

I'm being stretched out. Spread out. There's lots of me but not enough.

"other people's feelings simply aren't important to you"

Demands are being made of me that I can't meet. Choices I can't make. The part of me that curls in corners and whimpers has never felt so tempted to rise.

"I actually don't know anyone else who does have exactly the same attitude as you"

I just want to live my life. Am I free to do that? Please let me live.

"if this is glandular fever then i'm afraid you'll be functioning at 50-70% for quite some time"

This can not go on.

Comments

[sebastienne.livejournal.com]

even you can't do the impossible, darling. but thanks for the offer. you are one of the shiny people who pushes me back together again instead of pulling me apart, so just your being there helps.

[osymandias.livejournal.com]

"even you can't do the impossible"

...so, anything *I* can do, then?

*stops midpost to execute a series of 7 backwards somersaults on the ceiling*

Ahem.

But, seriously, feel better and if there is anything that can be done, let me (or the plurality of people who seem to be offering) know.