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[sebastienne]

mmm, more waking with a house full of beautiful people. i'm beginning to like my friday nights / saturday mornings.

went to a folk night last night, just as pretty as last time, phil was still amazing with his hands. then we all piled into my bed and watched withnail and i - that bible for living - until those who had fallen asleep were rudely awoken by the dalek song of joy.

oxford is lovely, the intensity of always having three things to be doing at once is something that i thrive on.

but recently i'm having more & more trouble managing stress. i keep getting into these drama-queeny flaps over which i seem to have no control. they tend to involve raging at everything which is in my way as an inherent evil and drain on my time: washing-up, siblings, shows i'm looking forward to, they all become things to detest when they get in the way of my doing what i feel i need to do in the moment (inevitably, work i have no chance of completing to a high standard anyway).

and you can't call it fifth-week blues because it's been getting progressively worse since august.

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[darthfox.livejournal.com]

well, then we can call it second-year blues, it sounds like.

actually i've got nothing. but i hope it gets better soon, sug. mwah!

[anotherusedpage.livejournal.com]

Oh sweetie, I sooo know the feeling. *hugs*

Glad you enjoyed last night though:P

[foulds.livejournal.com]

I too am in an abusive relationship with my own fanfiction. I can so hate writing it sometimes, but feel bad for not writing it, and love the praise I can get from it. Gah, anyway, I know what you mean; what you love can very easily become what you hate, but tends to become what you love again pretty quickly

[anariel-di-gaia.livejournal.com]

I think that must be second year syndrome, things I've been excited about organising I hate with a passion now, just because of the stress levels involved. Hope it gets better soon (or you could take to my friend Sam's method, which involves having a hip flask and swigging vodka the minute he starts to feel stressed).