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Nov. 5th, 2005 11:59 am![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sebastiennemmm, more waking with a house full of beautiful people. i'm beginning to like my friday nights / saturday mornings.
went to a folk night last night, just as pretty as last time, phil was still amazing with his hands. then we all piled into my bed and watched withnail and i - that bible for living - until those who had fallen asleep were rudely awoken by the dalek song of joy.
oxford is lovely, the intensity of always having three things to be doing at once is something that i thrive on.
but recently i'm having more & more trouble managing stress. i keep getting into these drama-queeny flaps over which i seem to have no control. they tend to involve raging at everything which is in my way as an inherent evil and drain on my time: washing-up, siblings, shows i'm looking forward to, they all become things to detest when they get in the way of my doing what i feel i need to do in the moment (inevitably, work i have no chance of completing to a high standard anyway).
and you can't call it fifth-week blues because it's been getting progressively worse since august.
went to a folk night last night, just as pretty as last time, phil was still amazing with his hands. then we all piled into my bed and watched withnail and i - that bible for living - until those who had fallen asleep were rudely awoken by the dalek song of joy.
oxford is lovely, the intensity of always having three things to be doing at once is something that i thrive on.
but recently i'm having more & more trouble managing stress. i keep getting into these drama-queeny flaps over which i seem to have no control. they tend to involve raging at everything which is in my way as an inherent evil and drain on my time: washing-up, siblings, shows i'm looking forward to, they all become things to detest when they get in the way of my doing what i feel i need to do in the moment (inevitably, work i have no chance of completing to a high standard anyway).
and you can't call it fifth-week blues because it's been getting progressively worse since august.
