i just wanna be alive

[sebastienne]

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yes, i am aware of how sheepy it is of me to post this, despite having no interest whatsoever in its outcome.

didn't go out in the end. well byron's on in 15 minutes, being attractive & caddish . . . what's a girl to do when her only other option wass naked middle aged women?

life's pretty mediocre. just have muchos muchos work to do tomorrow, and goddamn chapel service (gah. i think we're singing the howells tho, so that oughtta be pretty).

a strange and alien feeling has gripped me. see, when luke didn't want to/couldn't see me, i just got angry with him. but this is like . . . sorrow? regret? but no anger or disappointment.

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[gatty.livejournal.com]

I'm so sorry I couldn't come. I was awful company all day. I don't know how Amber stood me. I ended up talking to my aunt a bit and watching Jaws. The thrills. I tried to watch Byron, but it was muchly hetful when I turned on and he wasn't being cadish at all. Just pervy. So I watched Jaws instead. Yes.

[sebastienne.livejournal.com]

hey, don't worry, i totally understand! it was just a shame that i couldn't see you, is all. still, it's almost half term. do you get one week or two?

yeah, the byron thing wasn't as good as i expected . . . slashed him a bit with this army fella, but mooched off to make tea/check emails at several points. some pretty boys and girls in it, but nothing to write home about.

[gatty.livejournal.com]

Yeah. I get one week for half term, but I am away from sunday-tuesday at the begining for the Les Mis residential. Pft. Have to spend /time/ with those irritating people. Why is it that only the people who I dislkike auditioned for Les Mis?

[sebastienne.livejournal.com]

to be fair, are there really that many people that you do like? :p

you have a residential course for a school play? wow, intensive.

[gatty.livejournal.com]

Shh. I loff everyone.

It seems that only the people I really don't like are in Les Mis, either them or the people who look at me like they want to squash me.

[/poor me rant]

[sebastienne.livejournal.com]

well, use your slash bag as a handy defence mechanism.

alternatively, sit in the corner with DV printouts, and when people ask you what you are reading, reply: 'kiddy porn'.

[gatty.livejournal.com]

Have done. Shall do.

Talking of kiddy porn, am milling rounf restrictedsection.org and reading twincest.