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[sebastienne]

another roleplay hurdle jumped; another step closer to being the person i want to be.

my roleplay phobia is completely irrational, but comes from having no faith in my own ability to be spontaneous or original. i want to be able to improvise, to be an amazing spur-of-the-moment story-teller, to be an imaginative lover... yes, it's imagination that i lack.

every time i get over myself and roleplay i find myself a little more original. i'm getting there. slowly.

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[sebastienne.livejournal.com]

Paranoia was great. I think I'm going to get into doing more tabletop games, I had copious amounts of fun.

[sushi-radical.livejournal.com]

Yay!!!

And I second Helen's comment.

[libellum.livejournal.com]

I feel like I could have written this. Good feeling, isn't it? :)

[sebastienne.livejournal.com]

the best. better than succeeding that things that don't scare or challenge me.

[mrkgnao.livejournal.com]

That's all proud-making :)

Yay.

(and other supportive noises)

[mentalfirewall.livejournal.com]

From last night I'd have never guessed you had a roleplay phobia - you seemed like a natural to me.

[sebastienne.livejournal.com]

well, perhaps i exagerrated when i said "phobia", but it is something that scares me and i want to be less afraid of.

last night was really fun, i hope we do get to finish the game!