i just wanna be alive

The Ultimate LiveJournal Obsession Test
Category	Your Score	Average LJer
Community Attachment	22.58% You've got pals to cheer you up when you're down, but no audience to applaud you... Yet.	24.45%
MemeSheepage	40.35% An expert on multiple-choice questions, an whiz at the cut-and-paste	30.27%
Original Content	48.39% Using LiveJournal to express a few strong opinions	40.1%
Psychodrama Quotient	12.05% Had a comment taken out of context once or twice	17%
Attention Whoring	15.91% Slothfully Seeking Susan	21.57%
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yes, i am aware of how sheepy it is of me to post this, despite having no interest whatsoever in its outcome.

didn't go out in the end. well byron's on in 15 minutes, being attractive & caddish . . . what's a girl to do when her only other option wass naked middle aged women?

life's pretty mediocre. just have muchos muchos work to do tomorrow, and goddamn chapel service (gah. i think we're singing the howells tho, so that oughtta be pretty).

a strange and alien feeling has gripped me. see, when luke didn't want to/couldn't see me, i just got angry with him. but this is like . . . sorrow? regret? but no anger or disappointment.