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[sebastienne]

when a girl is tired of lj, she's tired of life.

well, i'm not tired of lj. but i'm sure as hell tired of life.

everything i do is just spiralling around in smaller and smaller circles, and what is in the middle? i don't know any more.

it's university, isn't it? where i can break out of this coccoon?

it's funny how well the butterfly metpahor seems to fit.

pupa n : an insect in the inactive stage of development intermediate between larva and adult.

that is certainly what this feels like. the inactive stage of development.

i've drummed my little heart out these last couple of days, i've marked a teacher's work, i've finally gotten my singing voice back after weeks of illness... everything should be dandy. so why does it still feel like it's going nowhere?

mrs goodman's Silver Jubilee Rampage knows no bounds - now even the house poetry competition is to have the theme' celebration'. it's ridiculous - it's never had a theme before!

so - you know i just can't help myself - i decided to take the piss.

"inhail, exhail"


it doesn't matter what it is
just find a cause
and raise your fist

come on boys and girls
i know we all loved princess di
i know we all hate opression
i know we all believe in peace

united
it doesn't matter how
in inspiration, celebration, condemnation
when do we want it?
now!

we all stand together
great speakers amongst us
spokespeople in front of us
our leader above us

with the intoxication of people power
these opiate fumes of freedom

it's so easy

to let go

(open up your fist, open up your hand)

heil!

Comments

[gatty.livejournal.com]

*grins*

[soliloquy-sound.livejournal.com]

if you come here, the circles will spin even tighter, be warned.
keep hope
x

[sebastienne.livejournal.com]

is it so very terrible?

is it just that there's lots of work, or is it very socially constrained as well?

i heard that wadham was full of life, well, 'queers and lefties' is how my friend's bro put it. and what i really want to do is get into lots of drama.

thinking about it, the academia is somewhat secondary for me :S .

[billyphatu.livejournal.com]

Meh, tell me about it. I am a little mythed about House Drama - yes, it was good, but it seemed like nothing. Which leaves me longing to move on. Well, I was longing to move on before, but now even more so.

Try 11 years of the place :o\.

I'm especially glad I'm leaving now, because, have you noticed, the morale at Forest is slowly being reduced to that of a typical state school.

[sebastienne.livejournal.com]

you see, i think your prodcution had just outgrown house drama - you were too big for it.

that's what we've done - outgrown forest - (11 years! that's more than half your life!) - i just keep thinking that university is getting closer every day.

[blackness-box.livejournal.com]

Ooh my... *V.* good.. Interesting too... Should I ever become cynical of our literacy comp. at school and\or its themes [heaven forbid?!] I may be tempted to just parody the whole lot... ;D