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Mar. 10th, 2004 04:50 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
sebastiennewhen a girl is tired of lj, she's tired of life.
well, i'm not tired of lj. but i'm sure as hell tired of life.
everything i do is just spiralling around in smaller and smaller circles, and what is in the middle? i don't know any more.
it's university, isn't it? where i can break out of this coccoon?
it's funny how well the butterfly metpahor seems to fit.
pupa n : an insect in the inactive stage of development intermediate between larva and adult.
that is certainly what this feels like. the inactive stage of development.
i've drummed my little heart out these last couple of days, i've marked a teacher's work, i've finally gotten my singing voice back after weeks of illness... everything should be dandy. so why does it still feel like it's going nowhere?
mrs goodman's Silver Jubilee Rampage knows no bounds - now even the house poetry competition is to have the theme' celebration'. it's ridiculous - it's never had a theme before!
so - you know i just can't help myself - i decided to take the piss.
"inhail, exhail"
it doesn't matter what it is
just find a cause
and raise your fist
come on boys and girls
i know we all loved princess di
i know we all hate opression
i know we all believe in peace
united
it doesn't matter how
in inspiration, celebration, condemnation
when do we want it?
now!
we all stand together
great speakers amongst us
spokespeople in front of us
our leader above us
with the intoxication of people power
these opiate fumes of freedom
it's so easy
to let go
(open up your fist, open up your hand)
heil!
well, i'm not tired of lj. but i'm sure as hell tired of life.
everything i do is just spiralling around in smaller and smaller circles, and what is in the middle? i don't know any more.
it's university, isn't it? where i can break out of this coccoon?
it's funny how well the butterfly metpahor seems to fit.
pupa n : an insect in the inactive stage of development intermediate between larva and adult.
that is certainly what this feels like. the inactive stage of development.
i've drummed my little heart out these last couple of days, i've marked a teacher's work, i've finally gotten my singing voice back after weeks of illness... everything should be dandy. so why does it still feel like it's going nowhere?
mrs goodman's Silver Jubilee Rampage knows no bounds - now even the house poetry competition is to have the theme' celebration'. it's ridiculous - it's never had a theme before!
so - you know i just can't help myself - i decided to take the piss.
"inhail, exhail"
it doesn't matter what it is
just find a cause
and raise your fist
come on boys and girls
i know we all loved princess di
i know we all hate opression
i know we all believe in peace
united
it doesn't matter how
in inspiration, celebration, condemnation
when do we want it?
now!
we all stand together
great speakers amongst us
spokespeople in front of us
our leader above us
with the intoxication of people power
these opiate fumes of freedom
it's so easy
to let go
(open up your fist, open up your hand)
heil!
